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EP 3:19 The Chemstories Podcast with Patrice and Bradley

⚠️ Content Warning: This episode and study guide contain candid discussion of chemsex and sexualized drug use, including methamphetamine, GHB, and other substances. There is also discussion of stigma, shame, relapse, homelessness, and the complex realities of both active use and recovery. If y...

Jun 11, 2026 chemsex crystal meth crystal methamphetamine msm recovery

EP 3:18 Chemsex Recovery: Denial Stage

Content Warning: This episode and study guide contain candid discussion of chemsex, methamphetamine use, and the psychological and physical toll of active addiction. Personal disclosures include experiences of housing loss and late-stage substance misuse. If you are currently in a vulnerable p...

Jun 08, 2026 chemsex crystal meth crystal methamphetamine msm recovery

EP 3:17 Where Does Intimacy Begin with Thr33

Content Warning: This guide discusses chemsex, sexual trauma, non-consensual experiences, sexual reintegration, and explicit references to sex and the body. Please move through it at your own pace. If anything here stirs up something that feels too big to hold alone, pause, breathe, and reac...

Jun 04, 2026 chemsex crystal meth crystal methampethamine msm recovery

Chemsex Recovery: 5 Stages of Grief

I don't care what anyone says; recovery from chemsex is an entirely different journey than with any other substance or process addiction. Men aren't just quitting a chemical; they are walking away from a community, culture, and, at times, a safe haven from the burden of societyal norms. When y...

Jun 01, 2026 chemsex chemsex recovery crystal meth crystal meth recovery gay gay men lgbtq msm

EP 3:15 Shadow Work for Chemsex Recovery with Jamie

Content Warning: This episode and study guide discuss childhood trauma, sexual abuse, addiction, shame, and references to BDSM, kink, and intense sexual practices within the chemsex context. Please engage at your own pace and reach out for support if anything feels activating. A Note From Dal...

May 28, 2026 chemsex crystal meth crystal methamphetamine msm recovery

EP 3:14 Next Level Amend Making

If you have followed me for a while, you know that I've spent a considerable amount of my life as a restaurant server. When I was working in the corporate world, I believed those days were behind me. That is, until I fell down the chemsex hole and got myself some felony charges on my record. Th...

May 25, 2026 amend making chemsex crystal meth crystal methamphetamine gay men msm recovery

Episode 3:11 Meth-Induced Psychosis and Paranoia with Dr. Patrick Lockwood

Content Warning: This episode discusses meth-induced psychosis, paranoia, hallucinations, traumatic experiences during use, and a near-death encounter. Please listen and read with care, and pause when you need to. A Note From Dallas I want to take you somewhere I don't talk about often. There...

May 14, 2026 crystal meth gay men meth methamphetamine msm psychosis

EP 3:10 The Difference Between Knowing and Doing

What happens inside a man's head when he decides to go back to meth after a substantial amount of time steering clear of relapse? Why is it that he turns back to substances after feeling so good and doing so well? I have many theories around this subject. From a broad perspective, I hold true t...

May 11, 2026 addiction addiction recovery chemsex gay men lgbtq methamphetamine msm

EP 3:9 Feeling is Healing: A Trans Woman’s Perspective with Amanit

A Conversation with Amanita Calderon-Cifuentes Dear Friend, I want to be honest with you before you read a single word of this guide: this episode challenged me. Not because I disagreed with my guest — but because she said things out loud that I've been circling around for years, and she said t...

May 07, 2026 chemsex meth methamphetamine msm recovery transgender

Chemsex-Free Days: To Count or Not To Count?

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May 04, 2026 chemsex gay gay men lgbtq meth methamphetamine msm shame

The Fuck-Its: When Your Nervous System Is Asking for More Than You're Giving It

Apr 27, 2026 chemsex chemsex recovery gay men meth methamphetamine msm

Why You Plateau (and how to maximize it)

A Note Before We Begin One of the basic tenets I teach in my program is that Recovery = Life. There is no differentiation between recovery skills and life skills. Not sure when we learned to separate the two. A basic life experience is reaching a plateau. This could be in your fitness journey...

Apr 13, 2026 chemsex gay men lgbtq meth meth recovery methamphetamine msm recovery

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