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EP 3:12 Why You Are Failing at Sober Sex
Content Warning: This guide discusses pornography, sexual performance pressure, objectification within queer culture (including racialized and body-based exclusion language used on hookup apps), and the intersection of sex and substance use. If you're in a fragile place with any of this, take it...
May 18, 2026
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Episode 3:11 Meth-Induced Psychosis and Paranoia with Dr. Patrick Lockwood
Content Warning: This episode discusses meth-induced psychosis, paranoia, hallucinations, traumatic experiences during use, and a near-death encounter. Please listen and read with care, and pause when you need to.
A Note From Dallas
I want to take you somewhere I don't talk about often.
There...
May 14, 2026
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psychosis
EP 3:10 The Difference Between Knowing and Doing
What happens inside a man's head when he decides to go back to meth after a substantial amount of time steering clear of relapse?
Why is it that he turns back to substances after feeling so good and doing so well?
I have many theories around this subject. From a broad perspective, I hold true t...
May 11, 2026
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EP 3:9 Feeling is Healing: A Trans Woman’s Perspective with Amanit
A Conversation with Amanita Calderon-Cifuentes
Dear Friend,
I want to be honest with you before you read a single word of this guide: this episode challenged me. Not because I disagreed with my guest — but because she said things out loud that I've been circling around for years, and she said t...
May 07, 2026
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Chemsex-Free Days: To Count or Not To Count?
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May 04, 2026
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The Fuck-Its: When Your Nervous System Is Asking for More Than You're Giving It
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Apr 27, 2026
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Why You Plateau (and how to maximize it)
A Note Before We Begin
One of the basic tenets I teach in my program is that Recovery = Life. There is no differentiation between recovery skills and life skills.
Not sure when we learned to separate the two.
A basic life experience is reaching a plateau. This could be in your fitness journey...
Apr 13, 2026
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The Seduction of Euphoric Recall
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by Dallas Bragg —
Feb 02, 2026
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The Moral Lessons of Chemsex
This week's episode explores the complex cultural dimensions of chemsex through the lens of Maurice George Nagington's groundbreaking research.
Rather than viewing chemsex solely through medical or pathological frameworks, this guide invites you to examine the rich moral and social structures th...
Sep 04, 2025
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Understanding Loneliness and Chemsex
Reading a book with one eye on the Grindr grid.
Stopping in the middle of cleaning my house to take the perfectly angled Snapchat.
Broadcasting my hookups via my personal Zoom room.
Before my active meth use, I couldn't stand to be alone for more than an hour. If I couldn't have physical compa...
Aug 11, 2025
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chemsex
lgbtq
loneliness
methamphetamine
Turning Your Pain Into Purpose
Ben Kaye's story demonstrates that recovery isn't just about stopping substance use—it's about transforming your pain into purpose and your experience into expertise.
As a therapist with lived experience in chemsex recovery, Ben has spent years building bridges between the underserved and the sy...
Jul 10, 2025
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chemsex
lgbtq
methamphetamine
Why You Do What You Don't Want To Do
It can feel maddening when you are trying to quit using meth.
Each day, each hour, each second feels like you are a different version of yourself.
You don't want to use, you want to use, you hate meth, you will stop nothing until you have it.
You have a stellar day of feeling happy and accom...
Jul 07, 2025
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