EP 3:32 Three Ways to Actually Love Yourself in Chemsex Recovery
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There are two reflections I remember from early recovery.Ā
The first one is the morning after one of my benders. Sometimes I would be for over a week. The fluorescent light was causing my skin to look gray, my eyes sunken, my arms bruised from botched slams, and my jaw sore from clenching.Ā
I would stand there and take inventory of everything wrong with me. Liar. Weak. Disgusting. Back to ze...
EP 3:31 Chemsex Harm Reduction and Homelessness with Thiccums
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This episode and guide discuss substance use and methamphetamine addiction, chemsex, childhood experiences in foster care, abuse and exploitation, homelessness and housing insecurity, overdose and loss, suicidal ideation, and mental health diagnoses. Please move through this material at your own pace, and pause or step away if you need to. If you are in crisis, reach out to a t...
EP 3:30 Chemsex Recovery: The Glitching Phase
The Space Between
The last light rail pickup was at 2am so I had to be checked out by the Taco Restaurant manager and collect my tips by 1:45 so I could run the four blocks to the stop. I learned my lesson after having slept on the bench outside after missing it once.
The train would take me all the way across town to my new home: the Golden Leaf Motel. The door was warped, leaving a crack wid...
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